i detest the light
and the dark
and their silent
teasing illicit
offspring
the shadow
which gets so close to you
that it can lay its bare hands on you
choose to show some of you
and hide the rest of you
like a white devil
it stands behind you
looking over your shoulder
looking at me
mocking
i am on her
it says
i do with her
as i please
the inside of her thighs
and the underside of her breasts
i kiss
she lies in with me
irrespective of which side
her face or hips
turn
i am there
as i please
i do
look at me
it says
look into my hollow eyes
and tell me you don't
really wish it was
you
i detest
i detest
from the bottom of my
emotion infested gut
turned inside out
upside down
i know i should look away
but look on
jealous
burnt
broken
i must
