Monday, July 19, 2010

What Age?!

The Origin

Blind Faith

Contrast Manifestations


Mind(E)Scape

Moon Lit

Arrivals & Departures

Sky Canvas


The 'Sacred' Gift

Brain Dead

Bittersweet

Solitude

Life - Lines

Grimace

"The Vultures" - A Salute to Mr. Vijay Tendulkar




Taken from the novel titled "The Vultures" by Mr. Vijay Tendulkar. Loved it. Had to sketch it...cheers...cyril

Nirvana


The Face

Warmth



Don't know if it captures the thought i had or even the title that i have given to this one...cheers...cyril

Art of ........




Hey...saw a similar image on the net...was not a sketch or a painting or anything...i guess was a thing made on photoshop or something...tickled me a bit...' I have to sketch this'... i thought... and here it is ...cheers...cyril

Temptations & Bliss



Have tried to sketch and capture just that...the question is...what is right? what is wrong? what is a sin? what is immoral? If there is a yardstick...what is it...how is it applied...I don't have the answers...just a few thoughts and lots of questions...cheers...cyril

Nightmares




This one is called 'Nightmares'... I am sure we have all had them... I hate explaining my sketches...but would love to hear your interpretation of them...cheers...cyril

Respect the Form



A few of my sketches...some are shades from my thoughts...some I have seen somewhere and have sketched to convey what that image meant to me...hope you enjoy them...as much as I have sketching them... cheers...cyril

Whistling Woods

Whistling woods, possessed trees,

Unhappy spirits travel ling from stone to stone,

Distorting their face with tears and rains from up above,

Distracted, unreal you feel, till a sorrowful soul catches your eye,

Bleeding emptiness in a dark, scary corner,

Whimpered that love killed it, when it passed away,

A heart once he lived in, called itself unfortunate and haunted.

Untimely death, he lived after dying to pay for the crimes, the debt,

To rid of the suffocation, beyond any imagination, melting will,

Bleeding emptiness in a dark scary corner…..

Rendezvous...was never scripted

The restless lines on my bed share my story,
The dampness on my pillow speak my language,
It is pouring when I see outside my window and its raining fire on the inside, where I can’t look anymore,
An unwanted feeling gaining roots, an unwanted organ like, prominent in the harm its doing,
Tear it away it screams, tear it away they scream, the lines on my bed and the dampness on my pillow,
Can’t, I am unable to, I am trying, I am sweating, feels like a nightmare, only it is real,
Wake up, wake up, open your eyes I say, I plead, I can’t, I am unable to, only that my eyes are already open,
Questions in my mind perturbing me, find the answers, uncover the answers, please, please find them they beg, only that none exist,
Make this night end, let the sun break out, make it end, carve it out, please, please, they beseech, they implore on their knees, I can’t, I am unable to, only a rendezvous for the night and day was never scripted,
They share my story; speak my language, the restless lines and the dampness…

Man Weather

For once the weather feels like me,
A dusty storm with a shower of rain,
It is lost and frustrated,
Injured and wild,
It is strong and crying,
Anger inside to blow away homes,
But caring enough to fight the scorn,
A struggle raging in its heart, silently creeping up,
A quiet build up that will burst into thunders, any moment now,
But instead it keeps staring with its iron gaze,
It has to pour; it has to cry tears through rain tonight,
But it holds it up and gives no signs,
As the world fearfully watches it brazenly brushing past,
People now gradually easing as it seems to calm down,
But it silently rages inside, the world unaware as it shows no signs,
Smirking it passes by but hiding the teary eyes,
For once the weather feels like me,
This is to what it has come,
A mirror image is what I have become….

Cracked mirrors and empty houses…

Cracked mirrors and empty houses…
Searching for someone who has left long ago…
Looking for footprints….
Thinking which way to go…
Broken bridges and mountains to climb…
Buried long ago yet digging deep to find…
Untended roads…talking, shouting…till I turn hoarse…
None to listen and none to reason…
Leaking roofs sharing the grief…
Letting the sun in
This room filled with emptiness and no one…
Party to my sin…
Torn spirits and low on patience…
Losing life, losing the essence…
Looking for a new opening…
Anticipating…
Sleepless just to rise…
Mirrors and homes and bridges and roads all come at a price…
Looking forward to it…
Still sleepless just to rise…

Monster Flight

an ugly monster you have been
changing faces and changing names
to remain unnoticed
to remain untouched

lied at will
cried to hide
kept silent and spoke out loud
all was the call of the time
a staged drama
a farce personified

took care to be pampered
was cajoled and loved
all the while
scheming in the darkness
sharpening your fangs and claws

sweet smile
deceptive smile
feeding the monster inside
keeping it alive

you are not for real
you, the only one who knows it
have been putting up a flawless show
you would say the truth aloud
and still only the untruth would be believed

an ugly monster you have been
and you the keeper and the master
controlled its rage
kept it hidden in a cage
monster of masks you have been
monster of many names and feelings
a monster of manipulation

but I know it's now hurting inside
the monsters’ gotten bigger than you
and is twisting and turning inside you f
or its outward flight

can’t take it any longer
i can see
you have become the monster
the monster once controlled by thee

an ugly monster you have been
one of its kind
but left out and the only one
mighty strong
self destructive and blind

too far into the path of being this monster
an ugly monster you have been

the keeper of the secrets
not desired any more
but you have been cursed
as a monster
to always be buried under the floor

an ugly monster you have been
and one you shall always be
no outward flights and angelic sights

an ugly monster destined
this day
by you
shall never be seen
An ugly monster you have been…

Stolen Colours

I feel this pain that is indescribable; it tears right through me…my skin and bones…
My naked soul exposed to the world, tormented and tired, grieving and crying…
Nothing I do makes it heal…no amount of nursing makes it smile…
I identify with corners, dark and dusty ones…the corners of a home in which even memories have quit to reside…
Alone it roams, alone it floats from room to room from one moment of time to the other…
Followed by the burden it took on itself…now bent under its own weight…
It is getting too heavy…to look up…eyes too hazy to recognize colors…
Everything around seems to be painted in black and white and grey…no light escaping through…
No prism of glass to break it into a spectrum…to fill these dark dusty corners with the seven colors of a rain bow…
The bones are white…the soul is grey… the skin is pale and the tears are colorless…
Alone floating from room to room from one moment of time to the other…
Spirit and zeal vanishing in vapors…the colors evaporating in a hurry…only the warmth of the tears on my face and the chill of the bones keep acquaintance with me now…
The soul dying a thousand deaths…the colorless being pushed into an abyss…
Dark and deep like the dusty corners…floating from one moment to the other…
Being tormented further and further….