hell cometh

last night the devil came for me...
told me it will be you in your body but in it i shall be...
your face...but inside you i shall make my restin place...
i shall start breathing in you with a single cell...
you shall be my altar , my bloody hell...
i shall make you see..dark disturbin images....
i shall be the writer of your life's god forsaken pages...
i shall take and take till you have
got nothin left to give...
i will hold your breathe...till you get breatheless...till you pant and heave...
i shall take away and crush your soul mind and heart...
and steal away all livin in them
from you...till condemn yourself to sad lonliness too....
i shall come back everythime you forget...
to bestow upon you...a pain ...a wrath over bearin...
packed as a gift...a greater regret...

Circus

I'm a circus,
I'm the joker, I'm the ringmaster,
I'm the trapeze and the knife catcher,
I'm the magic dove and the caged tiger
I'm the comic relief and the gasp of thrill
I'm the colorful tents and the fortune teller
I am the exotic beast and the dwarfed ridiculed feast
I am the circus,
I am the illusion,
I am all and I am none.
I am the performer and the audience both married for once
Laugh, cry, shriek, wonder, dance,
The circus and the universe for once…

Watching her go to sleep again...

Watching her go to sleep

my silences talking to me
Why didn’t I do what was right
All that we shared couldn’t it be forever mine

for me to keep
Wanting to reach out and touch you

searching for a place inside your heart

to love you

May be gestures don’t matter any more

i'm living my own truth

swearing by it and yet

denying it to the core

Is it love wasted

or am I wasted in love
It's here today

will it be there again

Memories and pain
watching her go to sleep again

Knowing deep down some where

A thousand miles apart and I would still care
Just to know love
Just to know how
I lived through it

and never lived again

If only for a moment more
I could watch her go to sleep again

It rained again

It rained again last night, soaking one and all…
Some ran for shelter, some welcomed the untimely fall…
Somewhere someone cursed it I could hear, somewhere lovers romanticized I could feel,
Somewhere someone curled up with there only bed partners, the cold, somewhere some was warm by an embrace…
It rained again last night, soaking one and all…
Some where the banyan became greener; somewhere gulmohar gave in…
Somewhere a bird quenched its thirst, somewhere a nest was ruined first…
It rained again last night, soaking one and all…
Somewhere someone was touched by kindness, offered shelter and was comforted, somewhere someone met with empty stares and eyes there were deserted…
Somewhere the ocean grew bigger; somewhere the boats got small, washed and looted,
Somewhere it was an answered prayer, some where faith got uprooted…
It rained again last night, soaking one and all…
Somewhere someone spent a sleepless night worrying about his home, floors and walls,
Somewhere some one wrote a poem a, someone void of anxiety for a home that never existed, wetting his parched skin merrily, Somewhere someone told it like a story, like a mere spectator for all,
It rained again last night, soaking one and all…